2 years and 7 months

November 9, 2009

this is how we started……………                                                                 SBFLEX PHILIPPINES INC. (manufacturer ng FLEXIBLE PRINTED CIRCUITS esp. SONY ERICSSON phones) dito nagsimula ang lahat……. I’m one of the QA (Quality Assurance specialist),my job description is to take samples on some of the finished goods of the operators (quality check kumbaga). xa naman,Shift In- Charge ng Maintenance Department(job description:taga trouble shoot ng mga machines,tooling die,reporting at iba pang kaekekan.) We really don’t know each other,kahit nga magkasalubong kami,deadma lang,tipong “HU U”.In short,di kami interesado sa isa’t isa,that’t it! tumagal ako ng 3 years sa company,ni hindi nya ko nakilala…xa naman almost 8 years na dun,but i know him by his name…..cnu ba namang di makakakilala sa mga boys ng company,iilan sila,13 boys sa loob ng isang kumpanya compare sa men na mga girls na ngdominate na ng buong SBFLEX; kaya ayun sa sobrang dami,ndi nya ko narecognize. on my part naman,wa ako care sa kanya kahit pa di nya ko knows,di ko naman xa type then…..at gnun din cguro xa towards me. ’till one day,that fine morning,at the canteen…..kanina pa pala ko hinihintay ng friend kong tibo sa canteen with her so called friends…they’re facing the main door ng canteen,para kita na nya cguro pagdating ko,alam nya kc every morning kumakain ako sa canteen…. then i enter….i saw them,ang tibo kong friend,”that girl”,and “XA”….as soon as i enter the door nakangiti na c tibo ko friend saken,i smiled back.hanggang sa makarating ako sa tapat nila…my friend said “Hi’ to me then i replied with my sweetest smile “Hello!” sobrang pacute….hahaha. then un na,c tibo kong friend pinakilala xa sken,sabi nya “eto ung sinasabi ko sau na friend ko c JOAN” sabi nya lang “ah OK” then i said “Hi” after that small chika,iniwanan ko na cla….i need to eat na….malapit na rin kc mgtime….i have to do all my stuffs before i proceed to work…… After that day,wala lang din,just the same ordinary day for me….may nameet man ako,mukhang di ngregister….i don’t know what’s the purpose of my friend why all of a sudden pinakilala xa sken,but anyways sabi ko na lang “ok,walang problema…i’m very open to friendships,that’s it! then that night,i receive one txt making kamusta,unknown number kaya di ko pinansin,since i’m the type who is not fond of having txmates and all that!DEADMA!!!! days had passed,i still continue to receive txt from that unknown number,pinangalanan ko na ngang “TAONG WALANG MAGAWA”,siguro out of curiosity,matxt na nga ng malaman na kung sino but sorry to say nagpa mysterious effect pa…xa bahala ka i wont reply anymore! the following day,i am at work…bc ako sobra,until there’s this guy,my inalapag na papel sa table ko,binasa ko muna ung papel bago tingnan ang nagabot “Hi ur joan right? u can call me KUYA MARLON ako yung nagtetxt sau” sabay tingin then i said….ahmmmm ok PO! xa pala un c MARLON pala un…ang mystery guy na ngttxt,ang guy na pinakilala sken ng tibo kong friend.Ok! kinabukasan,umaga ulet,like wat i’ve told u,kain ulet sa canteen….pagkababa ko palang ng food ko,whooooaaahhhh,here he is saying hi to me,he sit beside me…nagulat ako talaga kc that time xa lang wala xa kasama and that’s very unusual,napa hi na lang din ako sabay alok ng pagkain.di naman xa kumain,naupo lang sa harap ko,pinapanood habang kumakain ako…nakakaconscious naman xa,panoorin ka ba naman habang kumakain..halos di ako makasubo,as in para ako military,ung my bilang panu mo isusubo ung pagkain…kamusta naman un!xa kc.but he didn’t bother me that much,let’s just say that i’m on the state na napaisip lang….napaka presko naman ata ng dating nya…lumapit sa isang bagong kakilala para panooring kumain…mejo mayabang nga xa. that was the start of it,palagi na nya ko dinadalaw sa table ko na everyday ikinakagulat ko….my nililigawan kase xa babae that time even before we met.baket nya ko lagi vinivisit???siguro nga as “kuya”,ganun ba un?whatever….pero wait lang parang this time kahit panu ngreregister na xa sken,YES,somehow he bothers me….like parang what is he doing?ano un nagpapapansin and trying to get my attention,how about ung girl na kinocourt nya before me….nakikita ko pa nga un na palagi din nya vinivisit after me or even before he visit me,ano un hitting two birds with one stone?Oh no….if that would be the game,he’s not going to win! baka naman ako lang ngilusyon na type nya ko….Kuya ko nga daw xa diba?pero my kuya bang ganun sa isang bago nya kakilala,marami naman xa ibang friends na pede dalawin,bakit talagang sinasadya nya pa ko sa table ko everyday just to talk and say hi.tsaka bakit nya palagi nilalagyan ng note ung table nung girl na nililigawan nya after the shift…nakakaloka naman xa…i’m starting to get mad at him,,,,ano gusto nya palabasin?tsaka baket ako nagagalit,parang naiinis nako nakikita xa…and worst is bakit naaasar ako pag nakikita ko xa kausap babaeng un!i hate it,i hate myself!he’s not even my type…napakatanda na nya for me.KUYA ko lang xa,un lang un at siguro un lang un sa kanya! it was late at night,di parin ako makatulog,i’m thinking of him and that’s a SHIT!i keep on denying myself…this can’t be,this is not true,i’m not falling for him…. I decided na umiwas sa kanya,for God sake,my nililigawan xa iba…i don’t want to wake up one day na nahuhulog na ko sa kanya,i must stop this,this is not going to happen,i won’t fall for him.PERIOD! wheeeewwwww,kahit anong pilit ko iwas, xa itong lapit ng lapit,hanggang sa nagagalit na ko sa kanya at sinasabihan na bakit ba xa ganun sa ken,baka magalit ung nililigawan nya.andun ung tawagan ako,maglagay ng notes sa locker ko at kantahan ako sa phone (“ako na yata ang pinaka magandang lalaki sa mundo”),kanta pa ni janno gibbs,ang kapal talaga ng mukha ng mokong!feeling nya naman pogi xa,HELLO! GAlit na talaga ko but he denied ung panliligaw nya sa Girl…friend lang daw un.HUHHHHH,ano palagay nya saken tanga????huli ko xa,we’re on the same company,now he’s claiming that he didn’t court that girl???wait lang….why am i acting like this,SELOS ba ko?oo,nagseselos na ko,nahahalata na nya,kya cguro panay na panay na ang lapit at bantay saken.Badtrip,baka naman nanliligaw lang xa kc feeling na nya na type ko xa?hay nku kahit gusto na ata xa di ako papatol sa kanya sa loob loob ko,ang lakas ng loob manligaw ng sabay sa loob ng isang kumpanya!it’s a BIG no NO! But there’s this certain point na ngli-lo xa,di na nya ko dinadalaw sa table ko,cguro nayamot na sa kabubulyaw ko pag lumalapit saken.bigla ko xa hinanap,namimis ko ata mokong na un and why do i have to be like that!why do i miss him,nsa denial stage ba ako?hinahanap hanap ko ung pagwait nya sken everytime na alam nya na padating na ko….asan na xa?cguro andun sa girl,dun xa ngpursue since tinatarayan ko talaga xa.that means na di nya talaga ko type,ang bilis nya mg give up e,para un lang,if he’s serious enough then he would sacrifice,but where is he?yae na nga xa,good thing is that nalaman ko na ganun pala xa talaga….buti na lang. Pero hindi e,bket gone with the wind ang drama nya,napakaliit ng company para di kami magkasulubong gaya ng dati,nagtatago ba xa o naiwas saken?di naman xa napunta dun sa girl,ako na nga maghanap ng pasimple….sus ayun busy sa work,nakakatawa na ‘tong pinaggagagawa ko actually,AM I INLOVE sa isang lalaki na wala sa context ng lalaking gusto ko?gusto ko kc mga tipong maangas,mayabang at basagulero ang dating(dating lang,ndi talagang basagulero).mayabang dating nya Oo pero wala e,ndi xa un e…pero bakit parang Inlove nga ako sa kanya…grabe naman xa baket nya ko pina inlove pero ganun na lang xa kadali magdisappear?Is it part of his plans?whatever it is,di ko nalang pahalata na inlove na ata nga ako. Days had passed…paminsan minsan nakikita ko xa,nakakasalubong,nakakangitian mga ganun lang tas la na….nakakagalit,everythings changed,kinalimutan ko na lang kahit panu. mga ilang linggo pa ata nakaraan,anjan na naman xa…lumalapit saken,cyempre i can’t deny it,sumigla na naman ako…anjan na namn xa e…this time sana hindi para lituhin na naman ako. one day,, bgla xa ngtex saken,,, na pupunta daw xa samen,,, so ako naman napaisip malabong pumunta samen un,, di ako naniniwla sa kanya,, kase nga mejo bolero ung mokong na un,, pero deep inside mejo kumalabog ung dibdib ko,,, helo bakit xa pupunta samen ano na namang drama gagawen nya,,, aun dumating na ung araw na sabi nya,,, exactly 3pm,, ngtex xa di na daw xa makakapunta samen,, so dedma ko lng sabi ko na di nya kaya pumunta,,, but,,, kakabasa ko lng nung tex nasa pintuan na xa ng bahay namen ,, huh ,,, di ko lam gagwen ko,, ano ba talaga gusto nya,,napaisip ako seryoso ba xa talaga or nkikipaglaro lng,,

 Niyaya nya ko magsimba sa TAAL,at first cyempre nahiya ako…heto na naman xa,natatakot ako,bagong balak ba un…di agad ako pumayag,pero sa kakukulit nya,at kakukulit na rin ng mga kaibigan kong nakakarinig ng pagyaya nya saken napilit ang lola mo(hard to get)masaya ako somehow pero my takot pa din pero sumige ako,kung friendship man lang that would be enough,bsta anjan xa… aun nga nakarating kami ng simbahan ng taal,batangas…grabe napakaganda ng taal church,sobrang luma na pero napakaganda….sarap magpakasal hahaha.habang papasok pa lang kami sa loob sabi nya saken,pantatlo daw ako sa babaeng dinala nya dun,ung ina nya,ung gf nya for 3 years before at AKO….bakit ako?ngumiti lang ang ogag,ngiting nakakaloko.hanggang sa magpicture taking,at mejo bumibilis xa ha,hinahawakan kamay ko palagi,cyempre pakeme ako,para di halata hahaha.hanggagng sa pag uwi,my pagka feeling ang loko,pahawak hawak talaga ng kamay….di naman ngsabi ng feelings,hay ewan ko sa kanya,napaka perfect pa naman ng lugar,akala ko un ang intensyon kung bakit nya ko dinala dun,di pala… hanggang sa nakauwi na kami,sabay text na tsaka ngsasabi ng feelings,hay ang loko talaga..bakit ndi kanina,napakaganda na sana ng timing…hmmp kainis….and to make the story short….naging kami din nung araw na un….at glad to inform ya’ll that kami pa rin until today…..diba ang galing namen!and we are still counting for more years…..! yes…thats how we started,mejo complicated at first pero we’re glad na nalampasan namen lahat un.at eto nga kahit nasa Qatar xa ngaun,2 years contract,more than a year na xa actually(1 year and 3 months),we’re still together,much stronger,nakakamiss pero kinakaya hahaha….. thanks for reading and you’re invited!

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November 6, 2009

Once in a Lifetime

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been thinkin’ ’bout you baby and i don’t know what to do all i think about is you seems everything around me things i never understood they all make sense when i’m with you ohh i heard it all before finding so called love then you leave it behind but now i feel so sure i listen to my heart this time put my heart before my mind i know that what i found is once in a lifetime and i know there’s no way out co’z its once in a lifetime i’ve always been so lonely no one there for me to hold and even night was just so cold ohh don’t get me wrong what i am doin’ around co’z i’ve resigned myself to thingking mine is just another story often told ohh i heard it all before finding so called love then you leave it behind but now i feel so sure i listen to my heart this time put my heart before my mind ohh ohhh ohhh

Best I ever had

November 5, 2009

Best I ever had (greyskymorning)                                                                                     Vertical horizon

So you sailed away Into a grey sky morning Now i’m here to stay Love can be so boring Nothing’s quite the same now I just say your name now [chorus] But it’s not so bad You’re only the best I ever had You don’t want me back You’re just the best I ever had So you stole my world Now i’m just a phony Remembering the girl Leaves me down and lonely Send it in a letter Make yourself feel better [chorus] But it’s not so bad You’re only the best I ever had You don’t need me back You’re just the best I ever had And it may take some time to Patch me up inside But I can’t take it so i Run away and hide And I may find in time that You were always right You’re always right So you sailed away Into a grey sky morning Now i’m here to stay Love can be so boring What was it you wanted Could it be i’m haunted [chorus] But it’s not so bad You’re only the best I ever had I don’t want you back You’re just the best I ever had The best I ever had The best I ever had

ako na to talaga…hahaha

November 4, 2009

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The lucky guy,whewwww!☻☻

November 4, 2009

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it’s me…..joan malveda

November 3, 2009

Anne Curtis

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October 1, 2009

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